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2006-04-14T02:38:00.000-07:00

(14 april)

Deary diary, long time never open my blog. When i open it, i was so damn flabbergasted.

Wanna noe why? Everyone 'critised' mie and they never leave their identiti behind.. Mie so pitiful..

I wonder if they really noe who i am, duh..

Anywae, on 7 april, it was Prize-Giving and Leadership ceremony thingy.

I have to attend for both section. I got up the stage 2 times. One is for taking the scholarship and one is for leader thingy. I chairman mah, you see. Did i tell u that i got $500 scholarship money?

aniwae, i oreadi fork out $100. It's for my birthade. I planned to treat mie frenz pizza.

anyone here wan Pizza? Leave mie your name @ the tag before 18 april, kie..

and wait..NO BULLSHITING! btw, mie birthdae is on 19 april, duh.. Give mie Gifts okie?

aniwae, talking about 7 april, SUFIYAN oreadi noe i liked him. All his friend, Zhi xuan's fault lar.

I oso founded out he liked Huda. Poor mie, another failed fantasy relationship.

on that 7 april oso, i encountered a very scary moment. I have to walk in darkness at my skool at 8 pm sumting seh. It was so damn scary.

One of the cleaner there as mie to help her close the toilets lights.And duh, i help her lor.It was a total darkness. I was feeling scared. Thanx god i didn't saw aniting "STRANGE". no pontianak, no ghouls or scary stuffs. And, i dun hope to see this CRAPS. Insya-Allah.

Btw, todae, my mother bought mie a new specs. Latest brand one. My previous old-fashioned specs is so damn broken.Finally, i get my dream specs. Red in colour.

I so damn happie. GTG..

QiN> *no more love, Broken hearted gal*

2006-04-05T03:29:00.000-07:00

(5 april)

Todae is my 'SistaZ' birthdae. well, just one of my best friends birthdae. We are in same group. Alwaes hang-out together, crack jokes together and chat nonsense lar. But, i love them all i treat them as my sisters. We call our group ; Totallie Insanez. Cool name rite? Because we are all insane kids. To be honest, we are quite a lamers..But, alwaes disturb others and make alot of noise at class. But, our benefit is, we help lighten up the class atmosphere.
LoL. aniwae, our grp consist of 4 people. Onlie Girls for your info.. but, initially, there was 5 people. Because of a quarrel, one of the get out of our group... I pity her.. she's oso my fren. I love her oso.
Aniwae, about the birthdae thingy, It was actually Sufiana birthdae. I forgot to make her birthdae present. I intend to make her a bear-shaped jelly. But, i forgotten. By the way, she share her chocolates that was her present wiv mie..
i'm so thankful.Thank YOU SUFIANA...Tomoro, i'll give her the jelly...
aniwae, talking bout Sufiana, reminded mie about Sufiyan.
He kept walking infront of my class. My frens kept reminding mie about him. Everytime he walked past my class, my frens will shout my name to remind mie that he is outside.. i very 'potek' (blind), without my specs. Just broken couple of week ago. No money to buy new one.
I suspect that he may like mie becoz he alwaes look at mie. but, that doesn't mean anithing rite?? God, pls make my cursed to be broken and let mie be in relationship wiv him..Pls, dear god!!
Aniwae, yesterdae so 'sianz'. I had to stand 1 hr during assembly time becoz i forgot to bring my tie. and summore, i class chairman.. Chairman must show good example but, mie..i show the vice-versa. I really hope to be a good chairman ler.But, i was a 'Dirt' before. i was a 'bad example kid'. But, i can't possibly change overnight. but, I'll try to change and my fren realised taht i'm changing oso. I'm so thankful. Aniwae, my hand pain liao..
write next time jerr duh..Chaowkz..

Punk2Gothicz_Qin> so in love wiv Mr SOON-TO-BE-MY-MR-RiGHT
lol confusing duh??

2006-03-31T02:14:00.000-08:00

(31 march)

deary diary,
Yup, i feeling very happie todae..
i dunnoe why.. Even though i didn't do my science physics HW.
But, dunnoe why. todae, i feel happie thruoghout the day.
Unlike usually, i would feel grumpy or stressed at some parts of the time. but, todae, there was no unhappiness. i dunnoe why?!

Aniwae, Just now, i got a stomachache. Dunnoe y.
But, the first thing in the morning i drink gas drinks. and followed by yogurt in the afternoon. That must be the reason why i got stomachache.
That MUST be it!!

Btw, i had my ELDDS just now. We were practising for our role play.
I had to play as a TeoChew woman. but, i speak chinese lar, not TeoChew.
but, the role was so Pathetic. i had to act like a crazy person.
walauway..But, what to do, that is my first role play that i got in my ELDDS.
I must be thankful that i at least got a role..

After skool, I go home with Quraisya and 2 'guy' from ELDDS.
We talked nonsense and cracked jokes. It wa so damn Fun man..
Haikal and Iskandar was so damn Funny and i didn't expect
that they were so 'loyar buruk'. We were boarding 302 that time.
My darlz ( my girl frenz) , Warah, keep sulking. i dunnoe why.
but, earlier on, when we had our ELDDS she was so happie.
But, when we walked to the bus- stop wiv haikal, iskandar and Quraisya; she was in damn bad mood. it was not the first time. I happened many times. I try to cheer her but she alwaes in bad mood. She alwaes had mood swings. When i ask her what happened, she said; "NOTHING.."
I dun really think there's nothing. there is sure somthing. I hope she will tell mie what happened so i can help her. I dunnoe y.
But honestly, I really love my frenz and classmates very much. But as a frenz lar.
i treat them like my family although that person is just a normal fren,
I wont allow anyone to bully or hurt any of my classmany or my fren. if there is one person, that person must be mie. noone else is allowed to bully or hurt my frenz and classmates.
that all, write next time..

punk2gothic_qin.. Chaows

2006-03-28T02:07:00.000-08:00

Here's my first post..

(28 march)

Todae, seems to be an unexpected dae for mie.
Initially, it was good..but the, ending was bad. It was terribly bad.
I feel happie todae, because, I saw my secret admirer.
since this is a blog, let mie tell u... HIS NAME IS SUFIYAN!!!
I feel like confessing to him..
But, sumhow, i afraid that he wont like mie and avoid mie.
But, he dunnoe mie aniwae. i mean, my name. But, i think he recognise who am i.
i guess so. Awal (my best msn pal and my senior @ my sec skool), told mie that he once fought over Sufiyan for Amalina's( a sweet and smart) affections the previous year. But, Amalina rejected them. The reason was.... i dunnoe.
i guess Sufiyan wont like mie..whoa so sad..
aniwae, i got this little feeling dat one of Sufiyan fren is smitten wiv mie. Well, when he caught a glimpse of mie, i noticed that there is a sense of affection for mie..
I really dunnoe.. and i dun hope to be 'pai-seh' to ask him.
But, right now, i'm okie if someone sound mie for a stead.
I'm so.. desperate to start a relationship!!
To be honest, i never got involved in a relationship. Never once, although the guy like mie and i like the guy. i was rejected once by BeN. He is the first serious crush i got on.
I even come to extend on giving him gifts & sweets for no apparent reason.
But, i think he dun like mie. well, i didn't actually ask him for a stead. But, from his reactions, i noe he dun like mie. His a philipino btw.
And oso, two guys once fight for my affections. They were very good frens, but because of mie, their relationship turned sour. now, i think they are okie... Do you noe who is the loser?
Both of them are. I realli like one of the guys. No one got mie becoz, they never tell mie that they like mie. It' onli after we got into our own sec skool then one of them, (the one dat i like), confessed to mie at msn. So pathetic man! So wasted...
And wanna noe sumthing, todae is the first time i cheated on my mid-year exam.
my CSP exam..chinese special programmme.
but, i wasn't the onli one. Most pple in my class oso cheat! They peeped at the notes.
Walauway, i feel so guilty of cheating man.. But why worry, everyone esle does?!
Just now, upon entering the 7-eleven shop, i fall down. i tripped and fall. my gosh, they were a gruop of guys walking past sumore. Ouch!! i feel so Pai seh man!! The guys there were like "ouuoo" when i fall. argh..embarrasing seh.. i hope to never step my foot in that damn 7-eleven store. it will juz remind mie of this incident..Ouch...

Punk2Gothicz_QiN so damn paiseh man!

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